A New Year does not always mean new beginnings

After my rejection I was so ready to spit game in Tampa. I am on the line to get my bags checked at the airport and I am making small talk with these two guys who looked around my age. One of them happened to be cute and was on my flight. ;) They asked if I wanted to travel with them and I obviously did not want to risk my life, in those dangerous airports dealing with security guards and terrorists. so I said, Yes-again solely my life's sake. I find out cute guy's name is Nick and he is from by my town. I also find out his friend is going out of his mind because he is on cloud exed out of his life. Nick is also on more than ex. Do i know how to pick them or what?

I sit in between Nick and Ex. Nick and his friend both tell me how happy they are that they get to sit next to a cute girl. I assume the drugs are hitting them hard because I look over at Ex and he has his headphones in and is banging the air with his eyes closed bugging the fuck out. Nick is telling me how cute I am and wants to "bud" with me (i had no idea what the hell budding was until I found out it is sharing headphones). I also did not realize "budding" would lead to much more.

After we bud for a bit, the boys suggest we get some alcoholic beverages. Then Nick asks me for my number and I could not say no, I was not going to deal with awkwardness for 3 hours on a plane. We exchange numbers and agree that we are going to smoke after our plane ride. He also goes to school a half hour away from me. ANYWAYS, I start to drink some Jack Daniels and Coke. I had the strongest one ever. Fun Fact: One shot=two shots up in the air-Lexa did not know this. I had another strong one and I had not eaten the whole day so I was tipsy.

Now I start to fall asleep on Nick and he was all about it. He kept saying I was adorable and how he really needs a girl in his life to straighten his act up. I am just smiling and laughing-trying not to cause awkwardness or mixed feelings. But, Nick keeps telling me he really likes me and I am freaking out in the inside, but on the outside I just keep smiling. Nick and Ex's high also reaches a new level when they repeatedly start petting my hair, they keep on stroking and are amazed by how it feels. Again, I freak out on the inside.

Then Nick tells me he wants to kiss me. I tell him were on a plane-meanwhile there are kids behind and in front of us. He ignores my thought, and he leans into me and willingly kiss him back because I am dumb and drunk 3000 feet up n the air with two drug addicts. Nick and I probably made out for 2 hours on this plane ride with children and stuartists walking up and down the aisle. Then we land on the plane and my roommate could not even recognize me because I was kissing this stranger in baggage claim and he is holding my hand and does NOT want to let go. He looks at me like we are lovers and he never wants me to leave. I let go and walk to my roommate, and she is not surprised for one second. That night I got super drunk, made out with my ex-boss and peed my couch. Again, what a great way to start my new year.

P.S. He called me and texted me every day for a week after & I never responded.